[This was an awful idea and she's regretting every moment. It's not even the killing that's hurting her, she could kill him just fine! It's all of...this. All of Dipper being upset and hurt and disappointed in her. Even though she knows it's for the best - she knows it's for the best - this is so hard. So much harder than she thought it would be.
She can't even speak at first, curling up instead and resisting the urge to hide in her sweater. Because she couldn't take all night and hiding wasn't going to help anything right now. And she could ask for help, but she didn't want to betray him any more than she already was...]
I-I--
[She clears her throat, wiping at her eyes though ultimately it doesn't help her crying at all.]
I l-love you t-too. I-it's n-n-not--
[As much as she wants to explain, she can't get the words out, opting to continue crying into her knees instead.]
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She can't even speak at first, curling up instead and resisting the urge to hide in her sweater. Because she couldn't take all night and hiding wasn't going to help anything right now. And she could ask for help, but she didn't want to betray him any more than she already was...]
I-I--
[She clears her throat, wiping at her eyes though ultimately it doesn't help her crying at all.]
I l-love you t-too. I-it's n-n-not--
[As much as she wants to explain, she can't get the words out, opting to continue crying into her knees instead.]